If We Hold On TogetherDon't lose your way With each passing day You've come so far Don't throw it away Live believing Dreams are for weaving Wonders are waiting to start Live your story Faith, hope & glory Hold to the truth in your heart If we hold on together I know our dreams will never die Dreams see us through to forever Where clouds roll by For you and I Souls in the wind Must learn how to bend Seek out a star Hold on to the end Valley, mountain There is a fountain Washes our tears all away Words are swaying Someone is praying Please let us come home to stay If we hold on together I know our dreams will never die Dreams see us through to forever Where clouds roll by For you and I When we are out there in the dark We'll dream about the sun In the dark we'll feel the light Warm our hearts, everyone If we hold on together I know our dreams will never die Dreams see us through to forever As high as souls can fly The clouds roll by For you and I DAY 1/ 20 Nov 08Siem Reap Airport is cool! It looks exactly like a Bintan resort bcoz everything's made of wood. Jetstar Asia is pretty ok :) Mainly bcoz it was a short haul flight, but it's still better than Air India. At least the air stewardesses don't scold you & the tables work. But I wished there was water though. According to some noticeboard we saw at the airport, we're supposed to drink 250ml of water for each hour of air travel, so you can imagine how dehydrated we were. My throat was pretty much spolit for most parts of the trip after that.
The pace of life in Cambodia is pretty slow & sedentary.
We ate breakfast at Town View Hotel. The hotel staff were making quite a whole hullabaloo just preparing breakfast. I thought breakfasts were quite simple & common things in hotels & yet they did it like it was something challenging they were doing for the first time. I think they don't do much planning to improve their efficiency bah.
Although Phnom Penh is ordered & neater, it is much plainer than New Delhi which has more character despite the mess.
DAY 2/ 21 Nov 08Sleeping in the mosquito nets were pretty comfortable initially when we slept 2 to a net. Somehow I don't really mind roughing it out here. I keep telling myself this is much better than Pulau Ubin. Seriously! At least mosquitoes don't buzz around my ears, waiting to suck my blood at every possible moment. I recommend Thursday Plantation roll-on insect repellent :) It's made of natural ingredients, smells nice & most importantly, can repel insects :)
I don't have a Cambodian buddy yet :( You know when we arrived at UNACAS, the students would discuss among themselves then grab one of us to be their buddies, then they'll stick to you permanently for the rest of your stay. So nice right :) They'll make an effort to receive you at the entrance in the morn, give you little things & send you off to the gate at night. But at the moment when we first entered the orphanage & they were picking buddies just based on how we look without really knowing who we are really made me feel like we were goods on display for their pick.
The pri sch kids at UNACAS are generally physically very fit. They seriously outrun us in catching. I realized I should run lower to lower my CG to run faster. Played volleyball with the sec sch guys in UNACAS. Their setting & smashing damn zai3 lah! Their net is self-made, pieced together from measuring tape. They could even make a basketball hoop out of raw wooden planks & some rubber rope. Hm, the perfect epitome of making the best use of what you have :)
June, Eli & I taught Narong, 17, & Seiha, 16, advanced english for 3 hours straight. Narong became one of my buddies after that. Ha, it felt like real hardcore english tuition, it wasn't like teaching them songs, ABCs or simple words. We tried to invite them to play outside with the rest but they actually refused & wanted to continue studying O.O Amazing right? I was thinking, wow my 同类! :D
Narong is from high school which is equivalent to our JC. He's super hardworking! Most of the kids sleep at 9pm & rise at 5am. But he actually sleeps at 11pm & wakes up at 4am bcoz he wants to go through his lesson notes. Oh my gosh, I was quite surprised to find such ppl in a Cambodian orphanage. He's not very into sports though, he sings & plays the guitar instead, so sometimes the other boys call him gay. He can play & sing 老鼠爱大米 leh!!
Seiha is from sec sch but her English is pretty good :) Ooh, at first, Narong said Seiha was his sister. So, we thought he meant they were real siblings. After that, I realized he meant brothers & sisters in the sense that they were all God's children - UNACAS was a Christian orphanage. Bcoz afterwards, he told us that Seiha was his best sister & that he likes her! He said she would look after him when he's sick, buy chocolate biscuits for him to eat while he studies at night so he can stay awake. So nice right :) Heh, Seiha is damn funny, she would become very quiet & shy when Narong is around. Conversely, when Narong isn't around, she would be more proactive & spontaneous inlearning. Haha :D So cool! So cool! & Eli is uber slow, when we were trying to teach them the meaning of "pronounce", Eli actually gave the example," I now pronounce you husband & wife." Then, June & I had to try our best to stifle our laughter.
The experience taught me that everywhere we go, even when Cambodia is so different from Singapore, we still can find the sporty ppl, the mugger ppl & the talkative ppl, just that they exist in a different context. To me, this was quite a revelation.
DAY 3/ 22 Nov 08We taught Narong in the morning again. He spent last night checking up the meaning of words he didn't undertstand in the worksheet for the next lesson. We learnt that he actually has a timetable 24/7 that he strictly abides to. Impressed :) He reminds me of Jia Hui, focused & motivated student :) We did questions like your next big purchase, your ambitions & what you're most worried about. & then he shared with us that he wanted to buy an ipod & desktop. He likes clothes in black & white. But all no money :( I guess that's why he wants to businessman in the future. Felt quite bad hearing all these bcoz in my home, I've free ipod nano & ipod shuffle that no one uses, wished I could give it to him. In fact, he also wants an alarm clock. He actually likes the sound of the alarm clock. You know things that we can get so easily & disregard can actually mean so much to someone else. You know Narong even said that when he goes to school & sees other children with their parents, he'll feel sad & sometimes angry. He was born on 15 Apr 91. He was sold away when he was young & his foster parents forced him to work in the fields such that he couldn't study. His foster mother even abused him, so he ran away from home. He only came to UNACAS at age 15. Was quite shocked, bcoz all the while I thought he grew up in the orphanage. At that moment, I didn't know what to say, I could only listen. I think being 17, he's more conscious of the situation he's in & more aware of how uncertain the future is. Studying to him is like the only thing he can count on to get a stable & reasonably good future. I guess that's why he's so motivated. They only get 300 rhiel for pocket money a day. US$1 = 4000 rhiel, so you can go do the math yourself. The money is only 意思意思, coz it can't even buy anything in sch, unless they save up, which is what they're encouraged to do in UNACAS. I wonder how orphans feel. I reckon there's a whole field of psychology behind orphans. I really hope God can protect these children, provide them with money for uni education coz that's what Narong is quite worried about & grant them new sponsorship as their current sponsorship is ending next year. I cannot imagine them without sponsorship when 他们已经在 省吃俭用. & I guess having a religion like Christianity helps, bcoz it helps you have faith & hope even when you're in dire straits. It gives you a reason to keep looking forward to the better future God has in mind for you.
Found out Narong sings at church mass coz we saw the older kids practising for youth worship in the church hall in the evening.
Haha, Reaksa aka Candy is damn cute ^_^ She bears a striking semblance with the Candy Yong Tau Foo auntie can. Lol.
Harila also taught has a new method of folding hearts :) The UNACAS girls' origami skills also damn zai, they have so much variants for folding hearts & other types of origami.
Suddenly, Malysa became my buddy. She's 15. She just came over & tied a friendship band on my ankle. I only taught her for awhile with Narong & Seiha on our 1st lesson. But her Eng isn't very good, so she can't really understand the lesson half the time, so she went to play with the other kids after a while. Actually, sometimes I don't even think she understands what I'm saying when I talk to her normally. Heh, & sometimes I feel like I'm just her messenger to Jun Hong.
Ooh, we changed into 4 ppl to a net after the 1st night bcoz all of us had to squeeze into 2 tiny rooms which can't fit all the mozzie nets. My mozzie net mates were Jing Ying, Eli & June. Sleeping in mozzie nets with 4 ppl was quite a ritual. At first we tried vertical position, too squeezy. Then we tried horizontal position, then ppl like Jing Ying & I died bcoz our legs are long & cannot stay curled up for long. So, we finally settled on horizontal position with legs sticking into the teachers' nets. Haha, & every night, the kiasu June must spray every corner of the net with mozzie repellent until the entire net chokes of deet. Lol. But I actually liked the experience of staying in the mozzie net than the hotel room bcoz I think this whole night time ritual helped to bond us together.
DAY 4/ 23 Nov 08Today, we visited the killing fields & prison museum. I feel that war is actually a part & parcel of every human civilization. When man & man come together, there's bound to be some conflict of interest, just that it gets blown out of proportion in war. This is when we should try to rise above these & hold onto our moral values & principles.
I never knew Cambodia was so devastated by war. I knew it had a war, but I never knew it went to such great extremes. It can likened to the senseless German holocaust. People hear about the Vietnam War but little is known about the tragic war history in Cambodia - how Cambodia was caught in the strife between N.Viet & S.Viet & how it eventually culminated in the Khmer Rogue during the Polpot regime. I can't imagine this war happening in the 1970s when S'pore was actually rebuilding itself, when my mum was growing up as a normal teenager. Somehow I've the impression that all really bad wars ended with the end of WW2, guess I was wrong. I think these lessons from war tell us that war is never a soloution to problems & is the last thing any leader should consider doing.
But on a brighter note, it's amazing how Cambodia aka Kampuchea aka Cambodge has managed to pick itself up so fast in around 20 years to develop into what they're today. Many developments are in place as can be seen by the construction of economic zones, offices, housing & malls in the town area.
Today, I got hit back to reality when I checked h3 results online & found out that I didn't get into bio h3. It also reminded me of the unhappy things that I managed to forget while I was in UNACAS.
One life is all we've got. It is important to do what we want to do, work hard & forge ahead.
DAY 6/ 25 Nov 08Today, Narong showed us his photos & letters from his previous buddies & haha, actually he's quite 帅 larh :) I wonder how he got hold of his baby photos since his real parents sold him away to another when he was young. Hm, much less know his birthday.
I made new friends today! Obeya! June & Eli's buddy. June & Obeya damn cool can, they're both born on 6 Jun, so fated :) Hahaha, & Candy is damn cute!! She calls Louis "Loo-Fee". Hehe. She actually tried to scam me that she ate blu-tack. I also met Chandry & Chakriya. Chandry has straighter hair. Chakriya has curlier hair, very outgoing & friendly. She's keeps insisting that my name is "Choo-Fee" :p Not forgetting Soben too. She's another one of those good students :) She has a real sister in the orphanage, called Samai. They don't look alike though.
After interviewing Mr Sela, director of UNACAS, & other volunteers like Vituk, Vita, Rithy& Sarah, I realized what a wholesome & holistic place UNACAS was bcoz UNACAS teaches the students to grow up into responsible & good citizens who are grateful & reciprocative of what UNACAS has done for them. Vituk, Vita & Rithy were actually children from UNACAS, they continue going back to serve the children, as translators, counsellors, etc. Sarah is from YMCA Cambodia. She was initially averse to the children in UNACAS, but her husband urged her to give herself a chance to understand the children. After coming to know the background of each of the children & interacting with them for a long time, she grew to like them. She's formed such a bond with them that the children call her mum & her husband has kindly agreed to let her stay in the orphanage. She only has plans to have her children about 3 years later. UNACAS has a monthly expenditure of US$6000. They have a farm of their own but it can only raise US$500 monthly. So, UNACAS still mainly relies on sponsorships & donations from the public. You know the stats kind of shocked me. US$6000 to support all 100 plus children & workers while back in Singapore US$6000 is used to support only the 6 ppl in my family. I think maybe you can see the contrast in living standards now.
Eli mentioned that maybe the UNACAS children are lucky bcoz they get to meet ppl from all over the world. It's like the visitors like us are their windows to the world. Probably something not many of the normal Cambodian kids get to experience. I guess at the orphanage the bad thing is you have to 靠别人的施舍, guess there's some insecurity attached to that. It's different in your own family when everything is rightfully yours. The feeling's different.
"Being popular & the life of the party is all & nothing at the same time. It's like you go home & realize none of it was real." - some random quote from 8days
DAY 8 & 9/ 29 & 30 Nov 08Boo, I'm writing this at 1am & I want to sleep x.x But I shall write while I wait for my hair to dry. Haix, miss Phnom Penh's Central Mkt :( Wonder how Val did it. I hardly bought anything in Cambodia. & everything in Siem Reap now are all the artsy fartsy stuff that are not very practical. Luckily Jing Ying is my roomie, she's damn good at bargaining :p She says haggling is like putting up an act & going with the flow. Words of a pro...
After exiting Kampong Cham province & on our way to Kampong Thom province, we saw padi fields after padi fields. Basically, there's one straight road that goes on forever for 5h by bus, flanked by padi fields on both sides. There were sporadic houses on stilts along the way. I think they are their own little community with schools & health centres. I wonder what it's like to live like them, seeing ppl travelling from Phnom Penh to Siem Reap & vice versa while staying rooted at the same spot. It's like seeing the whole world moving before eyes while not changing where you are at all.
By the way, the schools all look the same. An entrance, low buildings on 3 sides & a courtyard in the middle. We visited some random high school today & it looked eerily like the prison museum we visited in Phnom Penh, bcoz they converted the high school into a prison & torture cell. The schools haven't changed from the 1920s up till now. Wow. They're that old.
Today, was our last day at UNACAS, cried very hard when Rithy & Narong sang us "Goodbye My Friend" song. I guess those kindgarten kids kind of understood what the song meant & realized what was happening & cried too. It's quite saddening to see little children cry. It made us cry even more. On the last day, Narong passed me a letter from Seiha. Seiha actually wrote a personal letter to me while I didn't. I just gave her a short note. I always felt that she doesn't really talk to me so I didn't really see a need to write a personal letter to her. It made me realize how sometimes we fail to see the people who actually wanted our presence. It made me feel that I had sort of neglected her. But I'm glad I managed to talk to her sometimes, like how to fold stars, what she normally does & what she wants to be next time. Peter, who's 18 & whom I don't really know, wrote me a letter that I couldn't understand bcoz of the bad grammar & spelling. But his letter made me feel funny. It felt like the type of letter Malysa wrote to Jun Hong o.O Boo, oh well.
Impressions change over time. We should learn to give people a chance.
DAY 12/ 1 Dec 08We found out today that last year's OCIP Cambodia helped pave a road outside the Boys Brigade Learning Centre in Siem Reap. The village children can attend lessons at the BBLC for a nominal fee. Hm, I felt lucky that I went to UNACAS in Phnom Penh instead. It's warmer & homelier, I guess. In UNACAS, you get buddies, form deep attachments with the place & the children.
DAY 13/ 2 Dec 08Oh my gosh, I'm actually excited to go back home to meet my family & friends & do my work. Not that I didn't like trip. I made quite a few good friends & friends here & was able to see the fun side of the teachers. I found this trip really enjoyable & eye-opening although it came with some hardwork since it's a service learning trip. Quite funny for me to feel this way bcoz I'm normally very reluctant to go back to S'pore. I think this trip really fulfilled my objective of breaking my normal routine coz I wanted more variety inlife. Don't know whether feeling this way is good or bad. Ha, maybe service learning helped me realize the preciousness of the bonds I share with my family & friends. & maybe I feel that I no longer have anything that I want to avoid in my life in S'pore anymore. Good job girl :)
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Hello, it's been so long since I came here, I'm lost for words. I had a lot to say, but facing the computer, I'm not even sure whether it's worth my time to write about those unhappy things. I think introspection at this point of time won't do me any good, I had too much of it today.
Let's talk about happier things first :)
Firstly, Eleanor, Juat & Shi Hui helped me make an interesting discovery - Settler's Cafe. It actually felt like the new KBox. I actually felt quite apprehensive when I first went to the place. I mean who pays $6 to play some used board games & drink peach tea? Ha, but it turned out to be much more fun than I had expected. I actually didn't feel like leaving, lol. You can brush up on business acumen when you play the auction game & I love playing the board games that test how much you understand your friends or find out what your friends think about you. Can learn so much more about your friends :) Next time, we should have more outings to Settler's Cafe!
Secondly, I went to GV Gold Class Cinema for free! Heather happened to have free tix & she invited me to watch Mamma Mia! It was damn cool! It was like flying business class in SIA! They serve you drinks in glasses, they serve wine too, provided you pay lah duh. Oh my gosh, the seats are so spacious & come with leg rests & blankets <3 size="4">这种东西要看天适地利人和. A society is made up of a leader who decides on the components that are needed to build up a successful community. If academic skills are valued by society, then those who are academically inclined will be better off as long as they have scraped past the acceptable standard of character. When what you're good at is valued, you exploit the opportunity & get ahead of the rest. Society just works like that. Haha, I think if society values patience, I think I would be far far ahead already :D My Dad also said that it's only what I think when I say that they don't put in much effort. He said they had put in so much effort in the past & built up such a good foundation, they can now achieve things easily with little effort. I agree to a certain [sorry, can't decide] extent but I still believe some of it's got to do with inborn talent. It's just like how some people can get into a groove of a dance so easily while some can't even get the rhythm right. So, you just got to put in double, triple, quadruple the effort to attain the same results. Then, I replied, so you mean I've been lagging all my life? Then, my Dad said, you're a constant worker but sometimes you think you're studying when actually you're not. & no doubt about it, all success comes with discipline & grind. & it's also about putting in effort at the right time.
Haha, I'm still finding a way to study smart & be more exam smart, because I think that's what I'm lacking coz if you ask me to sit down & study, I'll have the patience to go through every single thing until I'm done. Hm, & I guess time management, must increase my absorption rate. Take too long to absorb & digest things x( I must thank Jia Hui & Jolene alot :) Jia Hui is damn smart lah, she puts in alot of effort, & she's so nice :) One day, I was complaining to her how I study but still get lousy results then she questioned me whether I was studying hard enough & that I must clarify questions as soon I as they appear, in short to be completely immersed in a thinking atmosphere. She kind of
促使我 to put in constant effort. Then for Jolene, the way I hear how she studies scares me x.x She stays up all the way up to 4, 5am just to study & she actually considers 1am early x.x So, sometimes when I'm studying & I feel quite sian, I'll imagine that Jolene is in front of me mugging furiously & I'll be like telling myself "Why are you slacking? Continue studying! Don't bluff yourself that you're tired!" Really! Haha :D
& I didn't make much improvement for GP lah, contrary to what Mrs Tan claimed. Bcoz my promo grades & blocks grade differed only by one mark, you call that improvement? It's probably bcoz of the impression she gets when she interacts with me in class bah. I was actually quite disappointed for GP bcoz I thought I was starting to get the
窍门 for GP due to term 3 CA results, then I got penalized quite considerably for bad handwriting in promos, so stupid x.x As in they will circle all my "illegible" [ok, the teachers are forgiven, coz even personally as the writer, I have difficulty reading it again, lol] words & put question marks all over the place. Aiyee,
我怕了x.x
我励志养成好笔记! Ha, you know I was so scared I'll get penalized in Bio too, thankfully I was not. Math was equally dumb too, ok I shall now declare to the whole word that I got E for promos, & I feel so ashamed of myself, & so
对不起 Mr Loo, coz it's so lousy. It's so dumb lah, I don't know what's wrong with my bladder, probably got to do with some urinary tract infection I had when I was a baby, my urge to pee is incessantly frequent. It's like one hour after the start of Math, then I was like "Shit! Need to go toilet!" So, I was like
一边忍着，一边做着试卷. Bad experience x.x So, I learned from my experience & barred myself from drinking water 1h before the start of Bio paper, bcoz if I drink water later than that, even if I go to the toilet before the paper, I'll still have the urge to pee. Ha, but actually sometimes I think this is psychological. But, oh wells, better safe than sorry, heh. & Zhen Rui, I can't draw kinetics graphs too, I always get the gradients wrong x.x
Juatty sent me a random chain sms, thought it was rather meaningful, shared it with Jolynn too. It answers alot of problems that you encounter in life. It's as follows:
人在成长的过程中
难免遇到挫折
懂得保护自己
也要懂得爱自己
生命的乐章
看你如何去谱写
躲避不一定躲得过
面对不一定最难受
得到不一定能长久
失去不一定不再有
转身不一定最软弱
别急着说别无选择
别以为世上只有对与错
许多事情的答案都不只一个
所以我们永远有路可以走
你能找到理由难过
也一定能找到快乐
懂得放心的人找到轻松
懂得遗忘的人找到自由
懂得关怀的人找到朋友Haha, whirlwind JC1 life was crazy yet the experiences so rich, I wouldn't give it up for anything else, eventhough some of it were painful, it helped me to grow as a person. Life was also alot more liveable bcoz of good friends who bothered to hear my grouses, coz even people who put up a strong front need a listening ear & a hug sometimes.
You know, now when I look at you, I feel sorry that you're such a person. It's actually the first time I feel glad for losing someone. Thanks for doing this to me because you helped me
看透了你的为人 &
彻彻底底地放弃. The End.
When I came home one day last week, I found my house in a state of destruction. My dad was talking about redoing the garden bcoz all the plants were dying & ostensibly, this is bad fengshui. My mum said if things outside the house are dying, it means that things inside the house are probably breaking down as well. Lol, no wonder my comp monitor died, the printer ran out of ink, the TV remote control spoilt & the fan gave way. Haha :D Anyways, that day, I came home from school feeling uber groggy bcoz I was sleeping in the bus. Then, when I stepped into the house, I found half of the palm trees in my garden chopped away leaving only the stumps. I was like... what?!?!
这是我的家吗? It was like deforestation in progress. Then, there were like construction stuff all over the place bcoz my dad decided to renovate the exterior of the house. I went to take my camera to capture this whole scene of... destruction. While retrieving the camera from upstairs, I noticed a reflection in the window in the last room. It was a reflection of the sunset. I stuck my head out of the window & I was like... oh my gosh.
超美!
This is the picture of state of destruction. I tried to focus on the dead branches of the plant to emphasize death. Hm, but it didn't look as destroyed as I wanted it to be.
This is the picture of the sunset! Oh my gosh!
超美!
超美! I can't believe I actually took this picture. I like how the rich amber sky, the glowing blue cross and the silhouette of the houses come together. You can actually see Bishan behind the church building. I think I've photography talent can :D
While my original intention was to capture the derelict and decrepit state of my house, I ended up finding a picture perfect moment. You know the moment I took the photo of the sunset, I felt that it was my AHA moment. Lol, bcoz the PW teacher during WR lecture that same day kept talking about AHA moments. It made me realize that sometimes when we work towards something we want, we find other things along the way that might mean even more than the original destination itself. It's like when you have a problem in life, the friendships forged with the people whom you confide in might ultimately matter more than what you were troubled with in the first place. Don't know... just found alot of parallels of that theory in my life.
Anyways, some of us played volleyball for PT. Playing volleyball is 超爽! I somehow like sports where we can hit things back rhythmically. Ha, I like the sweet spot sound when we hit the ball in tennis :) K, as I was saying, we were playing volleyball. You know the volleyball session we had during PT was the first time I felt I learnt the most about playing volleyball? It couldn't even compare to the 3 months of volleyball PE in Nanyang. I learnt how to serve, like really serve well. & standing behind to run forward to get the ball & controlling the direction where the ball went. It was fun playing volleyball :)
Yes, & I played tennis with Jolene for PE. Similarly, the less than 1 hour I spent playing tennis with Jolene was the first time I felt I learnt the most about playing tennis. I kept saying sorry bcoz I kept hitting the ball too far, in the wrong direction and out of the tennis court :X But I actually felt that I was getting the hang of it towards the end. Thank you Jolene :)
I feel very physically active now. You know after playing volleyball, I went home & found that the tanline on arm is more stark now & the best thing was, I think my arm got more muscular! Hahahaha :D On Thu, I was really 全身酸痛. See, this is the result of long periods of physical inacitivity @_@ Arm ache, shoulder ache, back ache, leg ache. Even holding pen to practise for math assignment felt 辛苦. But! These are all good signs :) Coz it's muscle building in progress!
By the way, my tummy fat is no longer an illusion, it's a reality :X My gosh. Last time in Nanyang, we used to jog every PE and every week for PT in SJ. But now... Plus, mugging for blocks made it worse. Pui! Tummy fat :/ Luckily OAC is starting to be more active.
Oh! & good news good news! I've reached my dream height of 1.7m! :) 7 is such a nice perfect number :)
I like my PW group! :) I think the whole fundraising thing helped bond our group together. That time when we were at the ACRES Wildlife Rescue Centre, I said that our group spends most of our time walking than anything else. Haha :D Coz everytime we down to ACRES, we've to walk down & go back out by that long ulu isolated road. But recently, we discovered the free Qian Hu Fish Farm shuttle bus :D
Sometimes I think that technology instead of faciliating human interaction, acts as a barrier from human contact. I'm somehow against mp3 players. I feel that when you're in an environment, you should appreciate the sounds in your surrounding, rather than blasting music that drowns out the outside world. & besides, it spoils your ears :p & I feel that focusing all your attention on your handphone when there are actually ppl in front of you is like an excuse from really interacting with the person. That time, Eleanor, Juat, Shi Hui & I went to town after Chi paper & we were all busy replying smses, then Eleanor was like saying we're all taken over by technology.
Promos is coming in 9 weeks time. I don't think I'll come here anymore in the meanwhile.
Some things in life have no answer. The only solution is to forget and move on.
